Jakarta & Bandung

Pictures do tell a story. I was in Jakarta and Bandung. I declared holiday myself.

Sour Sally - Mochi & Chocolate Chips with Yogurt Ice Cream

I have tasted all kinds of food that I eventually fell sick partly because of that. Insisting on wearing shorts to bed got me in the same trouble as well.

This was unbelievably good.

They call it Siomay of Bandung. This was good too!

MU Cafe

Es Kopyor - this drink costs me abundant and you probably wouldn't wanna know why. Lolz

This is the famous soup which name I can't recall. This can easily be the best soup I ever had.

FYI, almost everything comes with chillies and without it, it probably do not taste as good.

Spent thousands for food. Lolz

Travel mates & I

Will go again. It's quite a place and on the way up there, I thought the view was great.

Bakso

Batagor

Pertamina - The monopoly

Yuriko's mom

Never like prawn me but this took my breath away

Many thanks to Yuriko's parents =)

Double parking in the mall. You do not need to worry about not able to get your car if you park on the inside. Those cars can be moved...

Soto Mie

For life

Believe me when I said I never step out of Malaysia before. The next day after my birthday, I applied for a passport. Within two hours, I got it done. Amazingly, the officers weren't that bad.

I was not eager or extraordinary nervous going abroad. Something else was bothering me and till now I did not know what was it. Nevertheless, I enjoyed myself pretty much especially with the new food.

It was definitely an eye opener for me. Back in hometown, we have an indonesian maid. Back in the actual land, I don't see maids but I see pals. We are striving equally hard back there. It reminds me of my dad's frequent phrases, "We are chinese and we always have to work harder and smarter than other people in this nation!" Dad, I really know what you mean...

I am always lack of the sense of security. For those who know me well, I never have my finger nails long. It is always short and sometime they are shorter than normal. I picked my finger nails and my toe nails as well. Neither rewards or punishments will change this habit of mine. Trust me, I do wanna get rid of it. When exam comes or novelty persists, that just do not happen. The moment it comes to senses is when I actually looking at my finger nails and sigh.

In the plane, I was awaken by the great pain of the pressure in both my ears. I felt my tears oozing out... I mean it literally. Man... That was really painful.

Stepping on Malaysia gave me a sudden relief. I love Malaysia =)

A Message to Her

Finally!!!

I was awaken by the opening door and the conversation of a couple. Now, I have it all for myself.

Was furious last night seeing everything in a great mess and the stack of dust. Slept at four after cleaning the washroom.

Was listening to the complaints and for once, I felt no angst at all but frustrated with the inconsiderate move.

Dear used-to-be bff, whether or not you read this (which I do not think you do), I would like to thank you for getting me to grow and assisted me indirectly in getting to know humans better. Whether or not we will be seeing each other again, I trully treasurd the time we had and the things you shared with me. All the best in your future endeavour.

Burn

Have to thank my ex-lecturer for this video. He was giving us a quiz about Freud's instincts. Okay, you can google it...

Never get it out of my head after the quiz since last year. I guess I never will...

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Reflection of the Day

Why not?!

Why can't your girl friend have a bff of the opposite sex? I have no idea what is that suppose to mean.

Whatever that had happened which brought the two persons together as close friends do not matter anymore. What matters the most is the fact that you love her for whom she is and not to take parts of her away simply because you think it does not fit the norm.

Man, I do not know how many times I have to say this.

JUST FREAKING BE WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!

wth

Anyway, that is not the point. The major major point is whether you love yourself being in the picture with the person.

Maybe it is the latte. It is keeping me awake. Good thing though. I managed to think it over.

I am definitely not good in this but hey, I am studying human behaviours. I know exactly what you try to say. I admit I am not completely over with it but at least acknowledge my effort.

Complaints never end and so do rumours and faulty beliefs.

Why bother?!

The very last minute of birthday

It was my birthday yesterday. Always wonder whether I will look any different after birthday...

Still looking sane. Eyes are still tak-balanced.

Still look zombified.

Still look the same as ever.

Still me... Why care =D

This Thing Just Have to Be Here

Argh... Cannot tahan anymore.

You text-ed me on the 16th and thinking my birthday falls on the next day. I had been with you for 3 years and my brith date is the last thing you remember? Frankly, I rather you forget about everything than making a mistake.

I CLEARLY still care. Not for you to know and not for you to care.

I had given you time and energy that I thought would turn into something better than what I am having right now. I am at the back of the line and I cannot say anything more about it. We gave each other the best. The outcome was just too bad...

It frustrated me a lot. I tried and you said I did not. I worked on it and you said it was of no value. I had no idea how I dealt with that and I still do not know for sure.

There is a thing I can conclude about you. You made wonders. You were able to make me the little lamb. Obligation is the word.

I blurted it to you face and I thought you should have known. Whatever it is, I am who I am and you are no one to comment on it.

Turn around please. My foot DESPERATELY need to meet your ass.

Random 18 April 09

I wanted to step out of my comfort zone this Sunday but looks like a lot of things do not allow me to do so...


I actually made the effort to sort of putting up myself to it and there, Alex mumbled something about Susan Boyle. We viewed it in Starbuck then.



I nearly broke down. It says so much about people and about me at the same time. I sincerely felt what she must had been feeling. People were being cynical in the beginning and I noticed a girl with her "Com'on..." face. She proved people wrong.



I thought I must have done something like that once in my life. Thus, I am beginning to make it a habit to have a small notebook with me around. Ideas just flow like nothing sometimes...



Anyway, there's this thing about the person whom I had given little regards to. Out of no where, she is not as friendly as before. Out of a sudden, she begins to speak and had expressed her gratitue for the things I had done for her. How strange. Wanted to ask but I guess it should stay as this since it had never been this great before.



Talked to Hailey after exam. Glad that she is finally committed. Way to go! (I am HELPING you to announce it. Be thankful! =P)



I just have to say this. I am SO not a detail person. This got me into quite some problems...



Okay. Enough complaints.



I am turning 22 and it's tomorrow. I am at home staring at this screen while thinking whether it would be any different if he were to be here and that we were "we".



The most precious 21st birthday gift from parents. Had been wearing them for a year now...