Screw That Love Song

Screw it! I had retyped this line for zillion times and that's it. No more rephrasing.

A close friend told me that I should enjoy what I am experiencing right now, lost and confused. And she promised that I will eventually get through it. The funny thing was, I used to know what I want to do with my life. It all went hay wire after a couple of failed relationships. Amazing what they did to me.

It has been three months since the last relationship and a whole lot of things happened since then. I can only described it "messy". It is so messy and I was vulnerable and lost. I hopped on one thing to another just to make myself feel better. Impulsive decisions were made and regretted. Some were beautifully wrong. Yes, they were beautiful. Of how it turned out eventually.

Attention received and tears dropped. I am hopeful yet fearful. Love life never go easy on me.