I had quite a fateful day but I'm kinda happy by the way I'd brought myself to.
It was raining after the last lecture and after I drove my mates back to their car park, I went straight home alone. It was a great jam all the way. When I was about to reach, the oil tank signal blinked. I was seriously praying HARD!! Magically (at least I thought so), it went up a bar and the nearer I reached the petrol station, it went up to another bar. I thanked God for forgiving my unreasonable rage.
The first thing I did once I got home was to share this with housemates. (This is the greatest benefit for staying with a bunch of housemates whom you clicked well with) For my information, it's common for auto car to react that way ... Okay, that was very silly of me for overracting.
Along the conversation, I cursed wrongly and I felt terrible about it.
I actually made apologies which I hardly believed I'd done so. I feel quite releaved about everything now. Nothing is heavy on my back anymore. I'm amazed by myself... Quite actually!
Someone just had to do it and I pushed myself for the better time to come. It's Chinese New Year soon. Why not a good deed before it? =)
Oh well, I'm very much a happy person all over again!
Lesson learnt: Be humble.