nerdkoko2's Birthday Present

It was bf's birthday on 4th Jan.

I wanted to get him a pair of sneakers as I think the one that he is always wearing is not very well looking now. He mentioned that he wants something easy like velcro. Heard him talking about the same brand a couple of times. After knowing his preference of the shoe design and shoe size, I set off to One Utama for it.

However, you know some saying that says that you need to get some money from the person if you're getting the person shoes.

I asked for 1RM =P

Showing off his birthday present while waiting in line for Jap food

Happy-nyer!

A Newly Found Skill

I was obsessed with Zuma recently. While bf is good with Bejeweled, I finally found something that I am good at!

Highest score ever!!! Next goal: 1 million!

@nerdkoko2

This post is dedicated to bf, @nerdkoko2

You're the best thing that had happened to me for the past few months.

In fact, I am still in shock that we are actually together.

For all that I know, we are in this together.

Forgive me for the silly things I did and said for I do not know how to express myself sometimes.

I *heart* you!

What I've Done + Tried in 2010

Yeah, I was thinking how will it be after 3 hours and 30 minutes later tonight.

Let's see what I had done in 2010:-

1. I was my own boss for 8 months.

2. I just sorta got promoted in cell group.

3. I passionately kissed 2 girls.

4. I shifted 3 times.

5. I am still using the same phone for more than a year!

6. I completed my academic course.

7. I unfriended my best friend and befriended with him again.

8. I learnt how to put on makeup.

9. I got myself a bf.

10. I watched Kings of Convenience live.

11. I seek consultation from the doctor 3 times.

12. I cut my hair to shoulder length.

13. I put on the fake lens twice.

14. I changed the layout of this blog 3 times.

15. I managed to let my finger nails grew longer than ever!

16. I watched 85% of the movies shown in cinema.

17. I went to Thailand and watched tiger show for the first time.

18. I broke my weight record ='(

19. I saw baby turtle for the very first time.

20. I walked from KLCC to Mid Valley.

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"The Last Lecture"

I just finished reading the book, "The Last Lecture"

Bf was asking why am I taking such a while to finish reading it. I said, "I wanna go slow on this."

I wanna comprehend each word and phrase in the book. I wanna understand how a short wonderful life he was living can create such an impact on others.

I made it a point to see his video before I started reading the book:-

It was really meaningful. I learnt much. I realised the things I need to change for me to be a better person.

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A friend once asked me why do the great people die at young age. Without hesitation, I said, "They had lived a fruitful life. It's the quality, not the quantity."

To me, life span is a tank. You fill it up with water. When you stop filling water, your tank gets full later. When you keep filling it, it gets full real fast. Of course, you can fill it up with something else but it gets leaked up because the tank is not meant for other things.

Christmas Pressies

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart and the very the next day, you gave it away!

This year, to save me from tears, I give it to someone special!

Last Christmas, it was not meaningful. There, I said it.

I had the most fruitful one this year. I didn't have the urge to want to leave home and be with other people on the Christmas day. I wanted to be home so much. I am super duper mega glad that my siblings were with me as well. For the very first time, we spent the whole day and night together till we said good night to each other.

Here are some pictures of the Christmas presents I got:-

1. A floral shirt from baby sister

I wore it all day long on Christmas day. She tricked me to choose my own Christmas present. *wicked*

2. Tube top from first brother

I shall wear it on NYE?

3. Pinkie Pirate from small eyed

Lolz, told you I'm a rabbit!

4. Cratbree & Evelyn from Ginny, bf's mother

Totally unexpected!

5. A watch from bf!

Never wear a watch for a very long time. Can you ask me what time it is now... Please.... =P

Thanks baby, totally <3>

Thanks again to everybody who made this Christmas meaningful to me! *muaks*

无题

突然，不知怎的，想用华语来思考。

好久没用华语。慢慢生锈了。

想起以前在中学的事，好希望我没在那里生活过。在华乐的日子不常，但我清楚记得每一件事。

被迫剪短头发让我觉得自己很丑。当时的我很自卑，没多话，没几个朋友。今天，你问起我的话，我真的不懂我在那里怎么过来的。

好在我离开了那里，找到了我要的世界。虽然跌了很重，我感到很庆幸。我现在至少是个better person.