Bad Timing

I wished and it is now granted. Bad timing. Now that I have you, I wish I didn't make that wish.

The first step is always the hardest. Ours was't merry and easy. Not at all convenient. When we eventually move forward, I decided that you're the one.

I put my all in you because I trust you. I want you to have the same for me because that will determine if this will stay. If we made it through, we can be anything we want to be.

In two weeks or less, I will be at least 3 hours away from you. In two weeks, we will be under the test. Think of the things that we could have after this; the life that we will lead and the overflowing happiness between us.

[Movie Reflection] The Last Tycoon

More of a romance than anything else I thought it would be.

Love was what they had and promises stayed till the moment when he came clean. She made an assumption that she could not live with the changes unveiled in front of her. She walked away and found another life that she thought would be perfect. Years later, they met again and the fire went on burning. Love is still what they have...

Does love guarantees a happy married life? Will love be strong enough to offset flaws? Can love last forever?

[Movie Reflection] One Day

I have abandoned this place for a while. I know. I know...

Watched another movie on my own last night and this time, I really could not sleep.

There was no true friendship. They were madly in love with each other.

There was no rules. They were meant to be broken anyhow.

The moment when you walked past me, I know we will be together as long as I breath.

Realization came much later than expected and only time can heal. I am sure you will cure me out of you.

XOXO

[Reflection] Going the Distance

Taken in GSC Signature

Watched Going the Distance.

Thought 1:-

Haven't you tried long distance relationship? As much as you love the person, you want to be with him/her. It is ridiculously unbearable till you meet each other again. Did that, went there and no more.

We are grown ups and we have choices. I can choose to stay in the relationship and when we meet each other again, we will have super hot sex! Ooops, I mean the fire will be burning bright again!

The opportunity cost is rather high. Whose shoulder can I cry on when the superiors and seniors bully me at work? Whom shall I make out with when I feel like it? (evolutionary perspective: human have THAT needs) Whose place can I crash when my house mates are being idiots?

Insecurity is the greatest enemy. When you start wondering what he/she is doing at the other side of the world and as crazy thoughts kick in,

"Is he dry humping the sexy waitress?"

"Is she in the arm of a hot Spanish dude?"

That's horrible. I can die.

Thought 2:-

I thought it is time for me to have faith in boy/girl love despite the painful experiences.

They live happily after. Why not?

Shyt, I need to settle my insecure problem soon or I will die alone...

Replying Y*O*U

I am reading between the lines. I know I am not good in it for I always tell you to your face.

I am providing you a venue which you can employ and house your fear and torture.

I am watching you.

I am listening to your moves. They tell tales.

I am here with you.

Muaks~

Random idea

Dear all,

I love McDonald but I extremely hate to produce the rubbish as a result of the food consumption...

Since the time I was exposed to a local environmentalist in my home town, I was well informed the negative consequences to the environment for eating fast food.

Thus, I hereby propose to you to do this with me. Bring your own fork, spoon, cup and plate the next time you visit McDonald. I am going to do this with a bunch of people who share the same views and the process will be recorded. I would LOVE to see how the public will react to this.

I hate lengthy post and thus this is gonna end right here. XOXO