Sunday, February 27, 2011

[Movie Reflection] Copie Conforme

*Just another reflection*



She is the best actress. Period.

You need to watch the show to know what I am talking about.

By the end of the movie, you may be thinking, "WTF??!! Is she or is she not the wife? Where does he come from and how does he fit into the small lie she made?!"

I know. *It's complicated*

I didn't read any reviews before this post and I don't plan to. I thought I am better off sticking to my own interpretation.

I can tell you for sure:-
1. They are strangers to each other before they met privately
2. They are not mutually in love before going to the church

To me, what happened:-
1. When they talk to each other, they are talking in the language they use to their partners.
2. It is not his kid.
3. He tried to convince her to take up his opinions but he knew very well he could never done so.

If you have watched it and enjoyed it, please talk to me. WE NEED TO TALK! <3

Friday, February 25, 2011

[Movie Reflection] Poetry

I was in awe. Think it was the clock.

Watch the trailer PLS



I was watching that myself. Not knowing what she is talking, I relied heavily on the subtitles.

No idea about the Korean culture. Nothing too heavy like those that I can find in the movie either.

A lot of guilt. A lot of unspoken love. A lot of pain. A lot of "for the sake of it"


The grandson raped the girl along with 5 others. 6 months later, she jumped to the river and died. Fathers of the 5 paid 5 millions each. Grandma could not figure how to fork out that much. She asked and she got. The process was painful. That was the last resort.

How much will you do for the next of kin? How much is enough? Is enough ever enough?

How do you ask? What do we have to do before we ask?

The ball is rolling and it never stop. You made it round so it can roll. The next time you want it back, it rolls away...

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Hello my dear friend

I was looking for jobs and a short term offer came by "for my exposure".

I have to say that it was not pleasant. On the contrary, I learnt to appreciate the previous and current good employers.

I think everyone deserve a good superior who guides and teaches you with his/her valuable experiences in the field and industry.

I thought I was too spoilt but when I broke down, I know it is too much to handle and I should quit before it damages my self esteem and whatever I have got.

I assumed that it was for the best I can develop and for the best environment I will live in. (Yes a lot of assumptions for everyone does it, right?) Whatever that matters to the me seems to turn into the fallibility.

Anyhow, for the sake of a friendship which I wanted to treasure, I shall proceed. If I fail you, my friend, I am sorry. I could not take this any further because I am put to a test that was never before and that I foresee it is going to take a big piece of me away.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

[Movie Reflection] A Prophet

As I am mainly waiting for calls these days, *uh hum* I downloaded some movies to watch. As usual, I like movies that make me think and I thought Cannes Film Festival can help me to narrow a lot of the movies that I SHOULD watch.

A prophet is one of them.



I thought it is gonna be very typical. Really.

What can be more interesting than scenes mainly taken in the prison?

Raped. Beaten. Discriminated. Despised.

What else?

In this movie, I actually see something else than that. Much beyond that. The cell mates are being well taken care of. Guards gave simple respect to the cell mates by greeting them good morning and bon appetit.

Of course, this is not the main thing that I've got. I develop with the main character. From being afraid of getting killed to stand up for his own conscience and pride. He built his empire; took the necessary risks; bless his soul and got his way out of it.

The first person he killed, I believe, is the person that he first listen to. He brought him light, brought him sense of security, ease his pain and help him to understand what the real deal was.

Skin colour.

Why do you care? We are all the same inside. We are all the same no matter what we choose to be. We are never different. You never know as you never look inside your soul and see what you are made of. Even when you do, what do you do about it?

Not doing something wrong doesn't mean that you have avoided to do wrongs.

Ok, too much to decipher for now. Good night.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Job Hunting Starts Now


*fingers crossed*

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Finally!

Finally.

I checked that site everyday wishing that it will show me the status of "COMPLETED"
Just a moment ago, I decided to check again.

I was holding my breath as I click on the next sub panel.

Suddenly, a real flash back took place. A lot of the things that had happened in the past four years came into mind. For a moment there, I was not doing anything as if I was possessed.

I am glad. I just need a pass and I do get a pass. I am already contented.

I admit that I did not try hard enough. My mentor once told me that I should feel like I am spreading myself too thin when I really try very hard. Obviously, I was not.

Praise to my Lord for seeing me through this and He has been graceful enough to keep the resources with me and in me.

Thank you!

Monday, January 10, 2011

Zuma King! [Part 3]


Going Insane!