Hello my dear friend

I was looking for jobs and a short term offer came by "for my exposure".

I have to say that it was not pleasant. On the contrary, I learnt to appreciate the previous and current good employers.

I think everyone deserve a good superior who guides and teaches you with his/her valuable experiences in the field and industry.

I thought I was too spoilt but when I broke down, I know it is too much to handle and I should quit before it damages my self esteem and whatever I have got.

I assumed that it was for the best I can develop and for the best environment I will live in. (Yes a lot of assumptions for everyone does it, right?) Whatever that matters to the me seems to turn into the fallibility.

Anyhow, for the sake of a friendship which I wanted to treasure, I shall proceed. If I fail you, my friend, I am sorry. I could not take this any further because I am put to a test that was never before and that I foresee it is going to take a big piece of me away.