For Daddy

Went back to Penang for the weekend and it di not turn out too well simply because I am stressed facing dad. He's the person I fear the most. He owns everything I have. Literally everything...

Dad, I know you will NEVER read this. Even if you do, there must be someone doing the translation for you which always happen to be your lovely wife, my mom.

I am 22 now. I recalled you not knowing how old I was. It was not heart breaking until one day I realised you favored brother. I never wanna leave home. Never wanna be away from you if given a choice. I cried watching daughters hugging their fathers as I thought I might not ever have the chance to do the same. The first day of this year, I managed to do it. It was very significant and it was a great start for everything. It is the greatest comfort I ever received from you.

You may not know this. You drive me. Even the mistakes I made, they mainly are extended from you. I gathered this not very long ago. Now that I know, I reflect beter.

I love you.